Angeliflied's Xanga

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 03:11:04 GMT

hmmm...let'ssee. I'm in a really really happy mood!!!=D i'm guessing when i hear someone sing with meaning really makes my heart melt^^ i am happy, happy & carefree~

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Wed, 07 May 2008 01:59:10 GMT

Well, it's been awhile since i last been here. Anyway, life's boring, nothings exciting really. What has been scaring me lately is my constant sickness. It doesn't seem to stop. It just come right after one another. I don't know what's wrong with my body me but i'm pretty scared. I felt as if i'm dying or i'm not. I'm really scared for myself. Iono why i'm always sick but i am and someday, i'll eventually end. My allergies are getting worse everyday and i can't stand it. It's horrible. I just wanna pull my eyes out cuz it's too itchy!!! My nose are like ARGGGG, i don't wanna go to skool. I'm sick of it, all of it!!!!!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 02:00:07 GMT

On a Thursday night,

He said good-bye

She couldn’t decide at first

But at last, he finally left her a note

The jar was then left empty

Seem to as if to be cracking

Even when she left a note in the jar

It left her speechless

She felt as if she was a piece of garbage

Played around and thrown away

As if she was meaningless

This empty jar still lives till today

Wishing it would be at least half full

But isn’t it obvious,

She won’t let that happen

The jar was empty and cracked

But a note left she’ll always remember

Because the jar ran out of water

Fishes inside all died out

She wish the jar remain what it is now today

There, she won’t have to worry

The note he left and she gave

Well always remain the way they are today

Friday, October 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 23:39:40 GMT

Baby, Good-bye!

Baby, i wanna say good-bye,
For all you've bought me, i thank you.
Those happinese i can never forget,
Nor can that face of yours, like a collage.

How can i ever thank you,
But i don't want to anymore.
My tears are the thankz i've shed for you,
And now, i wanna stop and just walk without stoppin.

Such a distance you know can't get any closer,
But yet, there were mini paths we took.
I no longer want to go through these mini paths,
I want to walk the longer way.

Baby, you understand me right?
I don't want to shed another tear for you.
I just want everything to fall in place,
A happiness that won't hurt me.

"I love you",
Such a saying so hard to say.
Hard to admit,
Because i'm scared.

One year will be enough,
Like birds come search of food and they go.
Hopefully i'll get my happiness without another tear,
And this is my last good-bye till next year...

~Debbie H.~

~~till 10.25.07~~, sometimes it just hurtz too much...

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 02:52:42 GMT

4th of JULY<3

well...had a marvelous time wif these two adorable gentlemens : Justin and of ocurse buddy pal JAYY!!!<3 thought i mite not of enjoy my time but guess i did=]<3 thankz Dino aka Jay for this lovely day and i hope JUSTIN that u had a good time too=P My lovely Felice couldn't make it=/ sniff sniff* but we still have many days left of spendin times=] everyday wif u is FUN=] and of course my sexiful JAMES who i was suppose to go wif ended up somewhere iono where...lol...jp...wish u could've been there=]

Today was the first day of the year i actualli laughed so damn hard and this all goes to fun adorable crazi sexi DINO! donno wat i'll do wifout you man<3 hope u enjoyed the girl wif the skirt, lmao!<some know wat i meanxD> welll...anyway..thankz to yall for this day..i had so much fun cept for the walkin <JAY! cough cough*> =]<3`

mucho love<333`

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 13:01:38 GMT

here my myspace u guys all ask me to make--->myspace.com/Mz_Debbi0

anyway..someone help me fix mine? this shit is like so fuckin confusin>.< IM me if ya wanna<3

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Sat, 13 May 2006 00:59:49 GMT

today is.....

Monday, May 08, 2006

Mon, 08 May 2006 00:14:25 GMT

life has been the same except harder....first of all, babysittin is harsh <the kids are driving me insane> for the passed few weeks or months, i been going through alot of hardships that i realli wish to stop. I been quiet, hardly smilin b/c i guess itz just too hard just smile when therez a lot of things on ur mind. u must be wonderin watz on my mind thats hurtin me so much that i don even have the courage to? welll...one thing i want rite now is for ppl to love each other and not gettin mad at each other for the smallest, stupidest SHIT! And yet, on friday, i wasn't mad cuz i'm not the kind to get mad that easily. I just gotten lonely & depressed as hell. I don even know why i'm writing this, but if ur readin this, i appreciated.

There is this person who brings me happiness and yet, crashes my heart piece by piece. I don mind if he does and don blame him for it b/c he didn't do anything wrong, his just a one great friend to everyone and has been a very great brother<godbro, not related> maybe most of my stress and pressure came from him and thinkin everyday if i should isolate myself from him. It would be the best thing to do rite now.....can't seem to think of nothin else......

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 03:23:54 GMT

hope God is out there watching over me....

i'm quitting xanga for awhile and sorry if i don comment (not in the mood to).....

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 13:41:49 GMT

eh?...now i came bak to xangaaaaaaaaaaaaah, wat cu wan meh te rite?well anyhoo...this week kinda suck ass. Thursday i almost collapse or fainted wateva u call it. I could hardly walk nor breath. All i did was holding my stomach and wanting to be home already. On friday, stupid coach made us play in the damn fuckin cold so yea..i basically got an awful cold and SICK like a motherfuckin bitch! and basically ruined my whole weekend cuz i been sneezing and all that shit and now mah nose hurt like shitz cuz i bascialli used de whole pack of tissues!!!!

Ps. 3.16.06-happi b-day DANIEL GOR<3

3.17.06-happi b-day Chun<3

R.I.P Kevin Kwan and his family 3.17.06 =`(

even though i kinda forgot who you are but the name does sounded very familiar. REST IN PEACE KEVIN and may you be safe in God's hand<3